MY WEEKEND
eerrrrgggg i haven’t posted in a long time (as classmates today aptly pointed out, lul) and i haven’t posted something personal in even longer, so i thought today was a perfect opportunity to post about something deeply personal to me and something that makes me intensely happy. if y’all don’t want to read this sugary & sweet stuff, too bad ‘cause imma do me and i’m too happy to not capture this feeling. YOLO.
staying 3 days in sarasota with a young man i am deeply in love with, boat rides, cinnamon rolls, hermit crabs, four-year-old girls who climbed on my lap and kissed me on the cheek, patience, chunky monkey milkshakes from ben & jerry’s, failing to translate the italian components of $38 entres, fancy mint chocolate sticks, kissing, kissing, kissing, pina coladas, queen-sized beds with ten pillows, “natural light” bathrooms, low grade fevers, lazy sundays, kissing, kissing, kissing, napping together, chocolate covered powerballs, kissing frogs, trying to beat left4dead2 on expert too many times to count, getting to be coach, baseball, “cute” sushi places, old florida storefronts, dreams, bookstores, mike’s hard mango punch in diet pepsi cans, kissing, kissing, kissing, holding hands, license plate punches, sunsets, bagels, dead space at one am, long goodnights, being tucked in, getting lost, piggy back rides, loving.
a long list of little trivial things that made up my weekend and consequently some of the best days of my entire life. i felt centered and content and unhurried and filled with more clarity than i’ve had in a long time.
dylan, it’s your 17th birthday and i’m so honored to be a part of this year in your life. spending 3 days with you nonstop made me realize that i could spend 300 or 3000 and they still wouldn’t be nearly enough time for me to appreciate all the wonderful things that make up who you are and who you will be. waking up in the mornings knowing you’re with me and will be for a long time was one of the most beautiful experiences in my life and i hope it will continue. for now, there’s two more weeks and then summer and then college, but this weekend has shown me that that doesn’t have to be the end of our road, by far. you are the most beautiful person i have ever known and i am truly truly truly honored to have a person like you in my life. happy birthday, you deserve the best and i love you.
it’s raining now and i’m happy and i will be for a long time.
(Source: trolling-lover, via f-ckingb-tches)
(Source: claudiamomerath, via catsoncatsoncatssss)
[video]
[video]
[video]
ayyyyyyyyye. THIS IS A GOOD AND PRODUCTIVE NIGHT.
(Source: hipst3r, via uptheskunx)
[video]
I can’t believe I was born there and I’m so glad that my family moved and I didn’t grow up to be like that.
Chuck McCarthy speaks the truth.
(via damnthatswhack)
[video]
“I’m not going to censor myself to comfort your ignorance.” — Jon Stewart (via blua)
(Source: ghostisborn, via samajam)
(via salad-eyes)